ACCOUNT NOT IN USE AT THE MOMENT!

okay not on buzznet anymore. Add-
connercontagious@hotmail.com
that's it no more of this fucked up site




xx Konner Kastatrophe

well i want you to know i love you.
I hate seeing u hurt
i hate not being there

But idk maybe its all a lie... Or just a nasty joke

But i just want to believe it..
I'll play along if its a nasty joke

And do u wannna know why id do all this for so called Love
bCos its his love
and i love him more than life

fuck this site
im leaving

Too may fakes ... Too many girls stealing guys pixx and pretending to be a guy!
(thats just sick)
too many sluts

Im just sick of it ... So im leaving ..

Buh byee

well I thought I hated girls && stuff but .. Uggh I'm ... Idk .. She makes me feel alive ...
Just when she says hello i get shivers up and down my spine .... & today when she came over ... The way she looked at me withe her gorgeous hazle eyes, just made me melt inside ...
But this is a HUGE problem coz im in a relationship & i love him dearly! He is everything i want .. Plus so much more. And he stole my heart the first time I ever layed eyes on him ... But me & him .. We dnt talk as much as we use2 ...

I don't want to leave him ...
I rly don't & yet I'm falling over myself becoz of a girl ...
Idk wot to do =/

yes ppl u read right! Nudes of me and johnny are running threw the web. I have been getting messages from ppl and they are mostly on myspsce and bebo ... But if you find them delete it. Please!!!! Haha

It all happend at Nicole Narcotic™ christmas party... Me and john got drunk .. Thought it would be funny to take nudes as s chrismas card & email it to a friend of his on myspsce.
Soo u ppl gotta delete it if u see it ... Okayy?? And u will know its us coz i have a star tattoo on my lower waist :] and johnny has a sleve of the nightmare before christmas :]
soooo please delete it :]

Okayy im done!
Noo im not gonna kill myself! Im just leaving...
I'll be on 2morro but then its off for good ... Im sick of people using me!!!
I am crying my fucking eyes out! And ... Idk im depressed!!! Im probably gonna end back in tbe hospital coz of a drug overdouse or.. Idk loss of blood . But idc...
Sooo bye
nope no1 can change my mind!!!

-Conner Moore

Uggg to day is the day i cant do anything right!... Im really hyper... But i gotz nuffin to do...
And my vacume cleaner doesnt work any more -_- ... Welll
....
today me && johnny messed around .. Made cool vids... But .. I got bored....
So i went looking threw mah shit in mah room and i found mah brass knuckles!!!
And i was like - YEAH!! Who wants to mess with me now!!! Bitchzz!!
&&& i did a little dance :D


Then i took pixxc :D ... But im bored again.... Ugggh

i know at the moment me & him are at a rough spot...
Wondering if i love him or does he love me? All i know is .. I love him ALOT! I can't spend 3mins without him!!! I need him in my life!!! He is just AMAZING!!! I would die for him, give him everything he asks. I think about him all the time. He is the only thing I talk about. I stay up thinking .. Am I good enough ? ... Or... He will love someone else...
I ask myself questions like: have I lost him? Am I losing him? Does he love me? Is it just a joke??
i love him so much!

agh! My life is slowly crashing down.. Everything I love and care deeply about... Is dissapering. I tryed covering it up but today ... Its all hitting me. I cant pretend to be happy anymore i just cant, the drugs dont work on me anymore! The alcohol doesnt numb the pain anymore. I dont know what else to do i really dont... Killing myself would be pointless a waste of a good bullet or rope. To be completly honest I dont know who I am any more. I feel sick every day, and then I have to go out and pretend I'm fine... If u have noticed I have been really hyper latly ... Well thats me covering it up. With all the drugs... Liqour my eyes have been blood shot red for 3 days straight now people are beging to notice but they keep their mouth shut coz they know to .. And i want to thank them for keeping quiet.
And i dont want peoples sympathy (sp) i really dont
yeah i know im being a bitch.... But you would too if ur going threw the shit i am

Shit thats happend
-nikki killed (sister)
-anthony killed himself (my tripplet)
-zack died
-father died
-ashley (daughter YES my daughter) died
-mother died
-alan died
-jayda died
-family wont speak to me
-I think I'm going insane =/
-I have cancer
-i cant feel anything in my right leg
-john wrecked my lambo! Yes sports car
I have alot more im just to lazzzy to type it

This is for chendi
she is dying of Cancer just like me. She knows exactly whats happening in my life
she is so easy to talk to and makes me feel optomistic about going thro wiff Kemo therapy (sp?)

And haha shows that I'm NOT FAKE
:D

Xo0xOX Conner Contagious

#3
James- sexy boy... very good kisser... me and him go way back!
he is my bestie! and I attacked him in one of my vids... the ninja one.
ily u james!




#2
Ahron-oh! very very sexii boy!!! I LOVE him loads! he use to have a buzznet... underthewether...but he deleted it..:'(
but I still see him and we always talk ...
ily ahron!




#1
do I really have to say his name??
I think we all know who this sexii person is...
I'm soooo lucky! xD

I WANT :
1- u bby boi!
2- big red rocket ship
3- gold fish
4- hello kitty t-shirt
5- spend time with U bby boi!
6-..... cOoKiEs
7- condoms! lolz jk
... idk
ill put more on later

well yet again im in the hospital.... iv lost alot of blood, and im not even typing this andrew is... im telling him what to say [hi every1]
ok well im doing fine... but my sister nikki isnt doing soo good
she is in a coma like state and has lost alot of blood...
she lays in her hospital bed ....her face is as white as paper

and all i have to say is...
I FYCKING HATE U KEVIN!!!

yup... i finaly got conner
and yesssss im gonna kill him...
bye ppl

yay!
my band ( mulishious shlaughter) has just finished recording our FIRST music vid!!!
the title of our vid is called "cut throught"
it will be on MTV December 16 2007
sooo when the time comes get off ur ass and go watch it!!

ok well im in a hotel in Canada ... so I go to the restroom and right near the sinks are
cupcakes
WTF
I don't get it??